Monday, September 10, 2012

my pregnancy journey month 2

Today is my second month with Dr. Cheng. After last month's scan which show i had two eggs,
-one side each ended up with zero pregnancy. Now,I am so happy to have two eggs on my left ovary. I was also given an injection to release my egg and will have to sexercise tonight and tomorrow so to "catch the egg". 

All the while, i was worried that i wasn't ovulating regulary. Or might have some problem in me. But now,after two scans and i am reacting to the medicine doctor gave. Im sure we will have our own bundle of joy soon.
 
This week also marks my long holiday of 3 month. I was abit sianz to return to work. I think i could be a very carefree housewife. But it was kind of boring too neither i wish to be back to work. It is always conflict with all sort of things...just like cross junction. Nevertheless, i still need to work out something. I will monitor and see if i really can cope with both work-stress and trying-to-conceive stress.

It seem suddenly, i started to write things about myself, something personal. I think writing inspired me more positive thought although im not really a writer. (hope those whom came across my blog understand what im writing.) Also it gave me a freedom to voice my inner feeling which i think i wouldn't tell anyone else. It not that im shy or what ..but it just kind of weird to tell people- Hey, I went to gynae today, had a scan and i have two eggs! Hahaaha....Perhaps it is why Chinese are often shy away from sex-related topic.

You know, i have been trying to conceive for almost 12 years! 5-6 years for nature -unprotected sex. 1-2 years- half serious attitude, 1-2 years almost serious attitude, Now, 1-2 tears super serious attitude. I have tried Eu RenSeng at Paragon with Xia Rong and stopped when i had Chicken pox and she has to go back to China. Hence, i stopped for a while.

This year, tried with a Chinese Phyiscan at AMK for few months and went for Scan, pap Smear etc. Necessary checks. At least, im confident at I am healthy. But HB wise, haiz, spearm test result was abit of weird. He has a condition - Hypersperm.....? Which doc said, he had very,very concentrated sperms but very gel. Which he thinks it caused to sperm stucked just in the small "pool" and not able to swim well.

Hope for the best after medication.


 
Wish me best of luck!! keep me in your prayers!