Monday, November 12, 2012

The side effect of eating prawns!!

I had some sensitive issue with seafood recently. And i just simply can't resist the charm of Prawn Noodle. OKies, i got what i deserve for being greedy. Now, im itch all over the body including my face, ears etc.... Now, im "disfigured". I think it would take some times for the wound to recover and the swell to lessen over some time. Yes, i took some OTC medicine prescribed by the pharmacist in Malaysia. "Oh yes,I went MY for my dinner and shopping. That's how i can endure the itchness.


So, im gonna keep my mouth shut to PRAWNS & SOTONGS!!!

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

taking a beather in my office

Okies...im taking a breather..well...i am after a busy morning. It seems that im more positive and optimism nowadays. Yesterday, i went for my regular check for the status of my ovaries. YES! i have two eggs again- one each side. It is always disappointing when im not pregnant. But the least, im still trying.

Dear Hubby voiced out that day that he was afraid that he and baby will become a burden to me. I know where he came from. He is already 52 this year. And to groom/feed a child need at least 21 years and by the time, our baby is 21 he will be ......52+21 .... wah!! 73 year old!! OMG....
No wonder he is worry..

Not saying that i am not worry but we could make plans now and save up some money for the future. I am worried that i will be alone when im old. I am not worried about hardship of bring my own kids. I am such a person that im so afraid of being alone. Sometimes, i am lonely and depressed especially when dear is out to work. Im always alone at home. I know he loves me alot but sometimes i just wish to have more of his accompany.

well, at least for now, im not pregnant and i never know when i will..but even so, we still have to makes plans for the rainy days.

It feels good not working and writing blog in my office to sort out my thoughts and its so peaceful today. And now im waiting for dear to pick me from work. :))))))))